Today was one of the most perfect days I have had in a while. WOD, beach for HOURS(until we ran out of beer), girl talk with Alison & Stubbs, dinner, bath, and now bed.
Yet I still need out. Don’t get me wrong, I love my friends from the gym-Darby, Liz, Alison, Conor, Stubbs, etc. but the relationships I have with them are going nowhere. They are great friends and people, but it would be great to not have to sleep alone every single night.
Sigh, everyone I interact with anymore…well, we have a past. I need someone new. I just don’t know how to meet new people, and then make them understand what I want or need. Sigh.
Alison offered slumbers & cuddles, but we also discussed that neither of us even like our OWN vaginas 24/7….enjoying someone else’s is NOT for us.